endless love

its reallie hard to be soo far away from my booger. i miss him so much. lately, i've been thinking about him more and more because things started to "happen" around this time last year.

Sept 2nd, the very very furst time me and nile saw each other person.. after knowing him for i think 2-3 months alreadie. We were reallie good friends then. It was his cuzzin's party drama happened but yanno whut happened at the end of the night? we took a walk outside.. down the street.. hehe.. juss to "talk" yea.. i enjoyed it.. i hella member it too.. he tripped.. and i pretended i wasnt lookin but i was.. i juss turned mai head coz i was tryin not to laugh. but then his dad came and took me home. hehe.

Sept 4th, after so much shit. we're back to being friends.. still one of the unforgettuble thangs he told me.. i dont reallie know why im still talking to you but there MUST be a reason.. right.. there MUST be....hehe.. i guess God was good to me then. hhe.

Yanno, I remember each and every moment we've ever had.

badd day. Today was just blah n argh n grr. I slept 12-ish.. after watchin a movie after another movie.. i fell asleep while my cuzz was on the comp where he was playin his MUSIC. yah. i was kinda irked off at furst but then no need to get into an argument. uhmm.. then i fell asleep (finally) then.. BANG! i felt my heart jummp like damn. i woke up thinking.. oh shit. whut the hell was that? did someone shoot me? whut the fudge?!

Then i saw the computer on.. with the internet still connected so i was like.. ok.. why not? I went online and was TRYING to talk to joe but he was too busy for me. Then there was this youngin.. tryin to hit on meeh? (ehrr.. haha.. funnie!) Then i wanted to talk to Nielsen.. but he was busy. uhmm.. i was soo bored i worked on my blogger. Then i kept on fallin asleep on the keyboard then wakin up to IMs.. then around 6.. there was this loud "click".. iono where it came frum but it woke me up..

i went to the kitchen.. talked to my lola.. and she was givin me a lecture about the electricity consumption.. i know, i know.. coz i be runnin it up like.. yah.. i think it was P10,000.. $200! wow. then she asked me whut i do on the computer.. i said.. i go on the internet and email n stuff.. then she goes.. whuts internet?.. i TRIED to explain it to her.. but after her askin me for the nth time whut internet is.. i told her.. dont worry nanay.. there's no extra bills for you.. then she goes.. ohh ok. haha. yess.. then the driver came.. uhmm.. yah.. too early... 4 hours early actually..

so i asked my uncle if the driver can go with me while i go practice driving.. did that for iono.. 2 hours? yah.. he said imma crazy driver. haha. i make weird turns. i go twice as fast as i should go. I drive with one hand.. knowing i cant.. ive got a short temper.. then when this pO.pO stopped me.. i sweet talked my way out.. (maddskillz) butyah.. then when i got home.. I cooked some fried chicken and afritada <-- thaz my specialty right now.. haha..

then showered.. got ready to go to greenhills. Greenhills is suppose to be a mall but iss like a 3-story indoor flea market.. yah.. and they sell all the "fake" stuff over there.. from bags to wallets to underwear.. cellphones to watches.. then VCDs, CDs n DVDs and their players.. they have "EVERYTHING" over there.. I had to go there today with my cuzzin coz he has to go buy his stuff that he sold to his frendz back in Cali. I had to go coz he doesnt know shit about this things.. haha.. but yea.. 5 hours of shoppin.. iss like bein in a maze.. (ill take a pic when i can..) over there.. u have to bargain with the people for a fair price.. thaz hard work.. but im gettin better at it.. i bought 15 wallets for P2250.. instead of P3000.. yah.. skillz.. uh huh.. then we ate at tokyO toKyo.. gOod food. heh. then i looked around for 10 mins.. for myself.. and spent P1500.. i know.. hella quick.. I bought a lot with it tho.. pair of heels.. a cute umbrella.. 2shirtz.. matchin sweatpants n sweatshirt.. and hella food. hehe. whut can i say.. food's my weakness plus they only got hot cheetos in greenhills nowhere else here in the PI~ but yea.. i got home and did inventory for my cuzzin.. then watched "Phonebooth" then while i was in the middle of "Daredevil" i remembered i had to email something impt so now im online!.. im hella tired now. i feel like poOpOo.. ehrr... laterz..

[and the stars said..]
You don't kiss and tell, but your outburst of song and dance will give you away. Most people know when they're in the presence of someone in love. For sweethearts, the world is your private amusement park.

well. its been a sadd and stressful year.. good thing i've gone thru half of it. Lucky im still hea. PI's a bore yO. Nuthin tuh do down hea.. iss like.. people juss sit n wait for things tuh happen. Thaz why iph yoOh cum hea.. u gon find peepz sittin on the sidewalk... starin achu while u walkin by.. u'd be lucky if they dunt say sumn.. they always got sumn to say.. always. they juss like that.. RUDE as hell. I cant believe they even TRY to hit on my.. obviously, imma youngn.. and a bitch. haha. yeh.. well.. today was a good day. Nuthin reallie all that great happened but same time last year.. a lot of good things happened. Last year, 27th was Tuesday. I remember coz the 28th was Nielsen's furst day in college. but anywayz, we were juss startin out tuh be good frends then.. lemme paste my old entry:

[ Tue Aug 27, 09:16:24 AM ]
·x[horoscope]x· Are you falling for someone ..You're apt to experience some very strong passions - and rest assured that it's mutual. You may as well get to know each other and see if there's any potential. Maybe this is love's first flowering. Maybe you fall in love with the same person every day. This is an emotionally full, erotically-charged time for you. Nothing matters more than your relationship. And as far as you can tell, this is forever.

·x[blog]x·
i did nothing but talk to Niel all day..but when we were forced to hang up and go to sleep..seemed like it wasnt enough. man..u dunt even know how he acted when we were about to hang up he was holding on to every second~ haha so funnie. man..meeh and him are starting to get hella comfortable with each other..we soo koO..i think we can be batman and robin soOn..haha..it was hella nice out today~ i think i accomplished sum stuff. i washed the car frum 9 in the am to 11 then worked oout for and hour -n- a half~ man. sweatie trish aint good. haha. omgosh. still not forgettin how we talked the whole day. haha~

so yea...preedee much..i would describe my day as..a lot Niel-y haha! yea..thaz soo weird. but i swear and promise to god. i wont fall and im not gonna start talking to him..and yea i noticed the chloe does feel weird about me and Niel talking on the phone and them not talking anymore..hehe..since chloe was Niel's first girl. Damn it. she's soo lucky she had a perfect guy like Niel..

Did i mention i was hella happy? uhmm.. coz the last "talk" me and niel had was entertainin. haha. i loved every second of it. Yanno the feeling of Deja vU? it was something like that but not the too the same. I'm older now. hehe. I was such a kidd then..

The horoscope from last year was juss sooo true. whut the fucc? =/ but chyea, questions.

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